May 30, 2015
My anxiety has reached the point where it is debilitating. I really hope this passes soon. I just want to get this over with... I hate living like this and I don't see my therapist for another 18 days. I don't know if I can do this. I am sick of constantly feeling hot. And feeling like I'm going to have a panic attack, but it just isn't coming. I need it to come, but I don't want it to happen, because it's pure hell to go through. No one is helping me when all I want is for someone to take care of me.