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Does it even matter?

Oct 05, 2010 - 3 comments

When you try to care about people? Try to be there for them, listen and support them. When is it my turn? When do I get to cry on their shoulder? When do I get to hear "how are you?", and know that they really mean it.


Oct 03, 2010 - 0 comments


Still with this annoying itching. It's driving me up the wall!

My current medication list

Sep 25, 2010 - 0 comments

Metformin 500mg 3 per day
Glyburide 5mg twice per day
Levemir 25-30 sliding scale insulin
Carvedilol 12.5mg twice per day
Lisinopril 40mg once " "
Hydrochlorothyazide (HCTZ) 25mg twice per day
Simvastatin 40mg one @ bedtime
81mg Aspirin @ bedtime
Zoloft 150mg once per day
Lorazepam 2mg twice per day & PRN

I suffer from high blood pressure and diabetes (type 2) since my heart attack in October 2003. I had a 100% blocked artery and was given a stent in my Left Anterior Descending. I was only 37yrs old when this happened to me suddenly, after having been previously healthy or so I thought. Needless to say I was terrified and developed a debilitating anxiety disorder after all this occured. I had another stent placed in May 2009 while undergoing cardiac catheterization due to recurrent chest pain. They found another 80% blockage and I received a drup eluting stent in the same area Mid LAD. I also have been diagnosed with delayed gastric emptying, major depression, and generalized anxiety disorder. I have moderate to severe joint pain, sciatica, and chronic arthritis.
I forgot to add that I had a TIA a few months ago, due to my poorly controlled blood pressure.