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SOOOOOO Frustrated

Dec 23, 2013 - 0 comments

UGGGGG so frustrated once again started so no baby once again I am so tired of it, really starting to think that it will never happen, I know everyone says not to think that that it will happen but really dont think so at this point

Just need to vent

Dec 13, 2013 - 0 comments

ugggg I am really thinking God does not want my gen pool to continue, between 2 miscarages and now nothing, happening and my Husband being lazy as hell, starting to think it might be better not to have kids, dont know if I could handle it all,  but I have wanted kids my whole life so I am really frustrated right now and dont know how to feel or even what to think, been crying about it for 2 days now, never thought I would be 36 almost 37 and still no kids, dont really have to many people to talk to about this no one I know has been thru the same stuff I am going thru right now

Just dont understand life

Oct 02, 2013 - 4 comments

why is it that I am a good person try to do any thing I can for anyone try to lead the best life that I can but nothing can ever seem to go my way I am always getting disappointed or I have to fight so hard for what I want I am so Tired of it,  but those that do not lead a good life could care less about anything gets everything that want or dont want but others would love and they dont appratate what they have, I am so tired

4 Months

Apr 26, 2013 - 0 comments

its been 4 months today since I had my surgery, I am down 70lbs and very happy,  I am so glad I did it, cant wait to hit goal, no clue when that will be as I am on a plateau right now but thats to be expected

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