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Apr 19, 2011 - 0 comments
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I have entered in to seventh month of MMT.
     I am now on 80mg of Methadone ,that is 240 liquid drops of Methadone - pure Methadone Hydrochloride.(7 mini-bottles,each one has 10ml/1ml-10mg).
     Now,I feel like its the right dosage,but only one more rise of 10mg - to be on 90mg would be right - and I would start STABILIZATION on that dosage,AFTER SEVEN MONTHS - RIGHT DOSAGE.After few months of stabilization I would start an tapper down .
     I think it would be right decision,BUT still,at this point I would think twice about quitting MMT because of my need for euphoria, and...to be honest at this point where I am on 80mg (pretty much) I do NOT feel nothing special when i take 'done . That's why I have started an INITIATION FOR IMPLEMENTATION OF JURNISTA (HYDRO-MORPHONE)  IN MMT! I hope i will made it successfully.
All this is because 85% patients (of 100% on MMT) did not prosper significaly from Methadone because of its specific effect. (no euphoria,witch every heroin-addict is looking for,instead of it - we get and disphoria( depression),significant lethargy,unmotivated,unable to concentrate...etc)
So that is how I am now... At this moment.

Feeling finally...

Dec 03, 2010 - 0 comments
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Finally,i thing i managed to get my methadone dosage for a first time at level of "right first dosage".It's really sad,because this level should be determined earlier,but my mom was at the way...

Very bad expirience

Nov 10, 2010 - 0 comments
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I have doubled the dose of Methadone,suddenly,without asking my doctor first.And it was almost fatal.So,my lesson is-do not play with this stuff...You can vary  from 2mg to MAXIMUM 5mg but not 10mg for sure!! I could die almost if i wasn't smart enough to keep my self awake with 1L of coffee and keep my breathing deep.When i woke up,second day,i was still like at least 7mg under the influence. So,that is my lesson.DO NOT MESS WITH METHADONE.IT CAN KILL YOU