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Psychologist MS #3

Dec 13, 2010 - 0 comments

Today, I went to my psychology appointment. I felt nervous, waiting in that waiting room and I wasn't sure why. A part of me thought that I would be able to talk...yknow? Tell her what's going on inside my head. The only problem with that is that I'd have to actually open up and expose my self...I hate being over-exposed.

I know the only reason why I'm doing this is so that I can get "better" and become "stable" but when I really think about it, It seems as if depression is a big part of me and without it, I'd have nothing. So I guess, when it comes down to it, these feelings that I keep inside are part of the last bit of security that I have left...

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