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TWW!!!!

Feb 09, 2011 - 1 comments
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Ovulation

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tww

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cycle

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hoping



So finally i got my ovulation 2 days ago. Hoping to be pregnant this cycle! So happy! =)

Had my AF after d&C!

Jan 15, 2011 - 2 comments
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TTC

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after d&C



So glad i had my AF started yesterday.. i guess it means that my body is going back to normal.. maybe 1 more cycle then me and DH will start TTC again.

Wish everybody TTC good luck!!! =)

Rainbow =)

Jan 08, 2011 - 1 comments
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Baby

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Hope

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sleep

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worry

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thoughts



As i was getting myself to sleep last night i thought about my little man KC.. Then this morning i remembered i dreamed of rainbow with very colorful vibrant rays.. I thought maybe its my little man's way of telling me "dont worry Mommy I'm always here with you. And we will be together again someday."

Searched online for the meaning of my dream.. I always believe in dreams and that they do mean something.. so i found out that.. The rainbow symbolises good news, hope, redemption and the ending of gloom. Since the sun can be a symbol of the self, it is also associated with the magical quest for the treasure of self-knowledge. The rainbow is a bridge between heaven and earth, between your earthly self and your higher enlightened self.

Hoping for a baby soon! i really want to have a baby! =)


Parvo virus could've caused my miscarriage...?

Dec 30, 2010 - 3 comments
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parvo virus

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Miscarriage

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test

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Hope



well i went to see my OB today.. apparently in my pathology result it looked like my baby had died in my womb 2 days before i had my miscarriage.. they want me to take some tests for Parvo virus.. they said i was probably infected with that virus that i passed on my baby that may have caused his death. So we'll see whats gonna happen.. for now cervical incompetence diagnosis is being held.. but if blood tests comes back negative for that parvo virus they will rule cervical incompetence.

it was so hard going back to my OB because the last time i went there i heard my baby's heart beat.. i just burst out to tears and couldnt stop.

so... as a result on my way home i got into a car accident. some lady was asking for direction while we are on traffic, didnt see the car infront of me stopped so i bumped to their car and made a few scratches on the bumper but of course i got ticket for careless driving.. great! just enough to end my year.. haaays.... hope i have a better year ahead of me..