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Day 34

Oct 22, 2015 - 0 comments

Woke up at 230 with only left arm skin crawlies. I couldn't go back to sleep as I was very restless tossing and turning. Belly feels sick with an adrenaline rush but yet no energy and just want to sleep. Feel like I did two weeks ago. I'm so frustrated

Day 13

Oct 02, 2015 - 0 comments

Will it ever end!! I can't walk with out legs buckling. Every two minutes to go pee *****. My mom tried to commit me last night cuz I've been a raving lunatic. The hospital said it was cuz of a  Uti. Ok so when's the last time a person with a uti smashed everything in its wake. Except dogs and kids. Kids weren't here. I'm just lost it from everyone saying you're fine. Take a deep breath. I wanted to take a Rozor and cut off my legs. Day five no sleep. How do people do this really!!!

Day 11

Sep 30, 2015 - 0 comments

Not too bad. Got some needed sleep. Off and on but I didn't wake up hulucinating. Guess that's a plus! Body needs to be forced to move. Stomach is doing flip flops. I dry heaved for the first time ever? hubby home. Dragging me to pick out new bedding. I guess I can pass out on a sample if need be! Peace

Day 10

Sep 29, 2015 - 2 comments

Thought I'd do this instead of trying scaring people. I feel so awful today. Major migraine. I got my Ativan filled so I'm going to try to get some much needed rest. I think not sleeping makes things ten times worse. I won't over do it and I'll only take them for a few dots until the worst is over. Another week perhaps? I seriously am losing hope. This shouldn't be dragged out this long. I thought I'd fee Bette my now. Ugh!