At last, I am back in the land of the living!!
So, I did a full inventory of all the stuff we have for Baby, and found we need a few more things (costing a FORTUNE!!) - I don't have any sleepsuits, yikes, better get those!

Made lists of what we have (necessities, etc.), clothes (and what age they're for), a list of things we NEED, a list of things we MAY need, and a list for my hospital bag!
As I'll be staying in around 5 days, I'm going to need a lotta stuff!

Did a heap of washing, caught up on some work on pc, washed hair etc, and had a good look at floorplans of our new home, so I've got a good idea about how we're going to have it - exciting!

So, doesn't sound much, but been busy all day, and got a lot of little chores out of the way.

Tomo, I tackle the house work!  Downstairs - As I'm 31 weeks pregnant, I'm really struggling now, so Upstairs can wait till the day after!

Then next week, just two appointments, both on same day, so a pretty easy week for me - House will be spotless, chores all done, so I can kick back and have a rest!

Happy happy happy :)

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Managed to get up, do a few chores and have a bath, but that's about it.
Managed a bit of food for Baby's sake, but apart from that, took it easy - Sickness bug wiped me out!

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Started with a horrid sickness bug about 7.30pm - Had been feeling a bit sick all day, then after dinner, I was sick and had a very upset tummy - Didn't get to sleep till past 4.30am Wednesday morning, and spent till Friday morning in bed feeling sick, weak, headachey, and very sorry for myself! :(
What a waste of two whole days!

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Well, for the last two days, I've felt my mood getting lower, but today has been HORRIBLE!

Feel sooooo depressed, no motivation, have done nothing, and have slept a lot.

So fed up :(

When I went to hospital for my scan on 14th, in clinic afterwards, I had a chat with the Doctor, and she said, it's been proven that post-natal depression can and does actually start during pregnancy.

I was so looking forward to being excited, blooming, and being so happy, so to feel like this is killing me, what's wrong with me?  I am happy to be having a baby, so why do I feel so desperately low?

Don't know how much more I can take.  I feel so alone :(

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