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Feb 10, 2012 - 0 comments
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Started with bad cramping, like menstrual pains, which didn't go away, so I went to Triage, and was hooked up to a pain monitor and also to check baby's heartbeat for an hour.
Also had an internal to make sure uterus wasn't opening, and it seems all is well.
They couldn't really tell me what was wrong, except it may be muscular - reassurng, not!
My BP was up too.  It's usually 110/65 or thereabouts, but it was up to 142/85.  No idea why.
Also, have a problem with protein in my urine, so gave another sample which was inconclusive, so I now have to go to Docs to do another, sheesh!
Spent 5 hours in hospital, for nothing!  Got home at 3am, and poor hubby had to be up at 6.30am for work.  Needless to say, we both had to catch up on sleep on Saturday!
Fingers crossed all goes well from now on, I've found this pregnancy to be a little troublesome :(
Can't wait - In around 10 weeks my little one will be here, and then all this worry, symptoms, etc., will stop.
As for future pregnancies? Who knows?  I really don't fancy going through another 9 months of this, lol!

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Worried :(

Jan 24, 2012 - 5 comments
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Been to midwife - Baby is well, but got protein in my "sample" and blood pressure is up, so got to go back on Monday for more tests.  Also, keep getting headaches with affected vision and shoulder pain so bad, I could literally cry!  Got to go back on Monday for repeat tests, and see GP asap re Shoulder.  Also said, if I get any worrying symptoms, I should go to A&E urgently - Am soooo upset!
And whilst I was going through all this, what was hubby doing??  Playing BLOODY GOLF!  - Feel so alone, no support, had enough!


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Awwww!

Jan 21, 2012 - 0 comments
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Well, I've not felt a great deal of movement until now from baby Max, just like butterfly feelings, but tonight, I was laid in bed reading, and could feel little kicks!
So, I put my hand on my bump, and I could feel the movement on the outside too!  So lovely!
I told hubby to put his hand on my bump, and Max obligded and kicked him too!
So so lovely and very reassuring!!  :)

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Feel like I'm going mad!  :(

Dec 19, 2011 - 4 comments
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Well, for the last two days, I've felt my mood getting lower, but today has been HORRIBLE!

Feel sooooo depressed, no motivation, have done nothing, and have slept a lot.

So fed up :(

When I went to hospital for my scan on 14th, in clinic afterwards, I had a chat with the Doctor, and she said, it's been proven that post-natal depression can and does actually start during pregnancy.

I was so looking forward to being excited, blooming, and being so happy, so to feel like this is killing me, what's wrong with me?  I am happy to be having a baby, so why do I feel so desperately low?

Don't know how much more I can take.  I feel so alone :(

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