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Dec 10, 2011 - 0 comments

Just okay

Yap Christmas is comin ho ho ho

Dec 09, 2011 - 0 comments

new journal

:)yap not to bad of a day I ate lots pizza,chicken wings and potato weges,full now :)
um thinking bout my day and all in all, okay :)but lonely abit/my daughter got her first blood test done,she is so scared,she asked me what if I have this:( I turned and said don't start worry about things just yet.But it really upset me.Never wanted her to hurt ya know,but my fingers are crossed:) that she is okay
Love her so much.... Wish she didn't have to go through all this scarey stuff

Yap dec8

Dec 09, 2011 - 3 comments




Well had a good sleep but still feel very tired and sore,goin to see hepatogist on Tuesday ,I hope he can help with how I'm feeling phyically.i can ramble here :)I still feel very quiet I just stay in bed, I'm not depress I just have no energy,and feel sicker when I'm up walkin around.I went to the docs yesterday for my reglar needles for my back and one of pationts had to go in ambluance,overdose,or having a break down of some kind.I found this very upsetting started shaking really bad,I waited around to make sure he was okay :( it was just sad to see,he is a very good guy.Then I came home looked at my house and wanted to cry.My floors are dirty and dishes pilin make dinner that I don't even eat:/and dishes left for me to wash...I just feel so frustraded.I don't enjoy feeling like everywhere I look has to be cleaned.I figure clean house means your doin okay,when its not...well no need to finish this sentence lol.Wish I could just hide in a room somewhere and sleep and when a awake...I will see the cleaning fairy has done her majical cleaning stuff and left with the glitter shine lol,my legs feel very heavy today and still pins and needles in my feet.My docs back on Tuesday all talk to her then before my hepatolist :) fun fun I think I need some sun lol

Yap dealing with me again :/

Dec 08, 2011 - 0 comments

A place where I can say what ever I want lol,and my phone is been taken by daughter,lol write in a bit