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April 11

Apr 11, 2017 - 0 comments

Strangely, I'm in a decent mood despite being very stressed and worried about things.  I'm worried about my health.  I have my abdominal ultrasound today and I'm afraid of what it will show.  I also dreamt about the DC trip, about the trouble we all had getting our tickets & getting on the plane.  So I've got plenty to stress out about right now, but I'm actually in an okay mood, almost like it is separate from all the stress.

April 7

Apr 07, 2017 - 0 comments

I was in a generally good mood as I was waking up this morning, but I had a hard time going to the bathroom and there was a little blood, which freaked me out a lot and so now I'm worrying about that.  Also, today I have my appointment with the knee specialist, so I have anxiety about that as well.  I'm trying to tell myself that unless it keeps happening, it was probably a one time thing this morning, and shouldn't be a problem.  Lots of people have that happen occasionally, I think.  And as for the knee thing, nothing has changed.  He's just going to tell me what I've already been dealing with for the last 3 months.

March 26

Mar 26, 2017 - 0 comments

I only got 6 hours of sleep last night.  I had coughing fits before bed and this morning when I woke up.  I had a nightmare that all of my teeth were falling out and I woke up this morning in a panic over it (most likely because of the jaw pain that I've been having) and I've been coughing up some gunk that has me worried that I may be getting sick again (I hope not.)

My mood is not great.  I feel exhausted and stressed about my health but also my upcoming dr. appointment and work starting and having to drive back to Tucson today and haul all my things back up to my apartment.  It's stressful.  It has me in a mood and I have some constant low level anxiety.

March 25

Mar 25, 2017 - 0 comments

I had some pretty bad anxiety this morning but mom & I went for a hike up Ramsey Canyon then went for lunch and now I'm feeling much better.  Tonight I'm supposed to hang out with Vicki.