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day six detox methadose

Mar 25, 2019 - 0 comments

well as you can see from the title I am on day six clean from any of the crap that almost killed me. I have decided that I have to be patient with my health returning to normal time can heal all if you let it. I actually got 5-6 hours sleep last night so I think I am on the road to recovery. I have heard horror stories about methadose withdrawl but at least with me weening off for over a year helped. I am not out of the woods yet but I definitely feel better than yesterday I am sitting in a chair in stead of bed. I also went to the Pharmacy last night for some reasurence. came home and worked out with light weights/ then had a hot bath. along with a diet of real juice green tea and lots of fruits and vegetables. HEY HEY.

your worth it

Mar 23, 2019 - 0 comments

nothing in life is givin where I live.You sink or swim in the downtown eastside of Vancouver bc. I saw something that really opened my eyes.I was at the bank on welfare wendsday waiting to cash my cheque when out of the corner of my eye I saw a middle age white women pleading with one of the street dealers who hang around this bank on cheque days to please ask his friend not to take all of her cheque money and his answer to her was to stop fronting the drugs no sympathy nothing **** you pay up. It was right then and there I decided to quit methadose and never give those slime balls another penny.Although I have not been buying HERION for over 3 years. My new goal inlife will be to help people such as that poor women to know theres hope and help out there. Be strong and pass it on HEY HEY.

methadose detox

Mar 23, 2019 - 1 comments

day four of my journey to happiness. Four days ago I decided to take my life back and stop taking methadone.I  started taking methadose to help me get off herion. I picked up the habit after losing my job and moving to the downtown eastside of Vancouver BC where you can find drugs easier than food and cheaper.I had lived 50 years without ever becoming addicted to any hard drugs but the downtown eastside just pulls you in like a Vortex.I am in some ways lucky because I know what life can be like without hard drugs and I realized the only way to get back to that life was to suck it up and start living again. So that's when I went to the doctors for help three and a half years ago. See your not really living when your days are rules by something or someone else whether it is drugs or an abusive other you have to cleanse yourself of the past and start a beautifull new future. I am not a AA member but I do believe in living life to its fullest one day at a time HAY HAY