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Stress and worry

Jul 08, 2012 - 0 comments
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stress

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sleep

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Interruptions



I had trouble getting to sleep last night. But eventually I did fall asleep, unlike two nights ago when I couldn't get to sleep until nearly 3 am. Then bf woke me up at the crack of dawn. Maybe he's part chicken or something. But he knows how hard of a time I have getting enough rest, but he insists on waking up, getting showered and fully dressed and 'trying' not to make too much noise. Yeah right!

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Money problems...or is it?

Jul 07, 2012 - 0 comments
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mood

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money problems

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relationship issues



Really, I'm beginning to think my problems are more than what they appear to be on the surface. I try not to make decisions when my mood is unstable but this time I don't have a choice. When I talked to bf last night, I got the impression that he's keeping things from me. I don't know what it is but he was acting uncooperative when I was trying to resolve these issues. It could be my mood making something out of nothing, but then I could be on to something.

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Monthly misery

Jul 06, 2012 - 0 comments
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misery

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Period

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stress

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Bipolar Depression



I don't know if this extremely low mood is actually due to the terrible stress I'm under or the fact that I'm on my freaking period! I've been off my meds for 5 months now due to not being able to afford them anymore. Even before my period I was feeling a bit unstable. Now I feel like I'm falling off the face of the earth. Hope this eases soon. It's taken everything in me to keep my moods as stable as possible since not having my meds. To make matters worse, summer is usually when I have the worst mood swings and my pdoc would put me on a short course of abilify to ward off the crazy swings into mania/psychosis.

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