Sep 10, 2013
"We all live in a house on fire, no fire department to call; no way out, just the upstairs window to look out of while the fire burns the house down with us trapped, locked in it." -Tennessee Williams
My aunt left today and called someone to stay with me. Another one of the men that my aunt makes me pay to stay with me when she leaves came by the house. I was in the kitchen, cooking myself breakfast, so I asked the man already staying with me to tell him that my aunt wasn't here because she got mad at me for letting him in to wait for her the last time he came to our house a couple of weeks ago. [I wasn't alone. Our family friend was staying with me. And I wan't near him, I was cleaning that day.]
He came in the house anyway, told me to get him some water, and sat down to watch TV. After that, he made a sexual comment about me to the man already staying with me. (I was in the kitchen when he said it, but after he left, the man that was already staying with me told me what was said.) It's not the first time he's done it. I told my aunt what he said the first time, said that I did not want to be in here with him, and she laughed and said that it was cute. (She also made a comment about me and my cousin being raped in the house a couple of months ago.) I don't know what to do because, she's leaving Saturday, and taking the family friend that usually stays when she goes away on the weekends. I don't know of anyone else that will stay with me, and I can't be alone. The only person that might be available is the man that said those nasty things. I just want to cry right now.
She also called someone and pretended to be me before she left today. That made me sad also.