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Almost two years

Aug 19, 2014 - 0 comments

Its been a wild ride. I made it through! Happy to be clean and having the support I received here during my dark times. Thank you all!


Jan 03, 2013 - 1 comments

I do miss sleep! Now a days, waking up at 530 am is considered a victory. When will the normal patterns come back... ugh. Still won't use, don't worry!

4 months

Jan 01, 2013 - 0 comments

I am so incredibly happy that I've reached yet another milestone. No cravings at all for oxycontin. In fact, the thought makes me sick, literally. To think of going back to those days is not an option. I will have a completely clean 2013. No doubts. No bs. No problem!


Dec 20, 2012 - 5 comments

Since I've been clean I've noticed I don't need as much sleep as I used to. On oxy, i slept for 8 to 10 hours. Now I average 5 to 6. I feel rested most of the time. Truth be told I want just a little more unbroken sleep hours. When im in my bed I seem to correlate it to the time I was detoxing. May switch rooms for a bit and see what happens.