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I believe my turn will come

Jul 10, 2009 - 1 comments

I'm taking some time out but not giving up on my dreams.
I can't let this defeat me. No way!

SO sad

May 27, 2009 - 7 comments

Yesterday DH and I went to the clinic for our 1st scan.
I was so scared. And my worst nightmare came through.
Our little embryo measured 4 weeks 2 days when it should have been 7 weeks plus.
HCg level was very low at 1039. No heartbeat. They diagnosed blighted ovum.
Nurse took me off my meds and told me my body would naturally expunge the embryo.
It's over.
I feel so helpless.
I wish there was something I could do.
All i can do is wait until nature takes its course.
This hurts so much.

May 3rd 2009

May 03, 2009 - 3 comments

Today is BFP day!!!!
Joy, happiness, caution, nervousness, tears, elation, reflection and praise!!!
I can't find the sentences...but these are my emotions!
God has blessed us....
Praise his name, Amen.

4 more days

Apr 29, 2009 - 3 comments

WOW! Sunday is approaching fast and I am soooo anxious.
I'm feeling happy and content. I am at peace but excited.
No real symptoms that I can identify. Is that normal?
Lots of gas though! lol
I'm so ready for this I can taste it.

Come on little embies implant and keep growing for Mama and Dada.