Apr 21, 2009
so i dont no were to start my life is standing still while everyone around me is moving on!
been bding unprotected for over 2 yrs now been tryiing propely for just over 1
the hardest sadest cruelest time of my life i dont no if i have ever had a bfp i had a susected loss
never had a bfp though
i love it on here so many insperations ppl getting there bfps and even though were happy and it keeps us fighting im so jelous inside cuz i wanna feel it as i am only 22 nearlly help is hard to come by people dont take u as serious but i n its what i want ans my whole life is on hold
how can something so easy for 90 percent of people be so damn hard for me????
i read everyones story on here and sometimes feel guilty for moaning you women are a tough bunch and thats what makes us the best moms in the world!!!!! we will do it one day and be so grateful and happy and cherish every minute lets not get started on the ungratful young eople who get givin an amazing gift and they dont see it
any way i will be back to rant some more but i think enuf for now xx
good luck to me and all of you x