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Please some advice needed my stomach is in knots

Jan 11, 2009 - 5 comments

im so nervous
i was due 3 and a half days ago i have been late many time last month i was early well perfectly timed i had cramps and thought af was coming 2 days ago and they have gone today had slight back ache yesterday no sore boobs normally they kill when af is due my nipples have been very swole though 1st week of my ttw i had constipation and very bad wind.this moring i have had butterflys maybe from nerves also i have had a sore throat after 15 months of trying and not so much as a bfp why would my luck change i have my doctors apt on tuesday to get the ball rolling on my fertillit treatment im hoping he says bfp instead but i really am doubtfull im going to go and get a test tommoro but i am just sooooo scared of it being bfn ts unrealll  also i dont no it is in my head but my wee smells a bit unusual but we ldys no how our bodys can exagerate things and so many times i have thought is this my month then af came why wud it be different sorry for rabling its just i never tell people this side of my comp when im late because it makes it worse when af comes hope someone has some kind advice for me good luck to you all x

is it ever going to happen

Jan 06, 2009 - 2 comments

hardest year of my life thought i would of give up somehow i havent i must be stonger than i think
is hard to imagine saying bfp now feeling really down i just want a bit of luck x

cambridge diet

Jun 24, 2008 - 0 comments

im starting it sunday wish me luck x

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tender stomach

May 26, 2008 - 0 comments

i have had a tender stomack all night dont no if its good or bad im still hopefull 1 week and 5 days of the dreaded ttw lol im hopeful a litle x