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Big Oops Follow-up

May 22, 2008 - 3 comments

Okay, I am trying not to beat myself up about it, but my GOD - I took 5 (10mg) Norco all at once!  Right in front of my sister (later told her what was really going on and she says she'll will support me in my quest to get on the straight and narrow).  I know that MANY people have slip-ups, but I just thought that I was doing so GOOD. . .just hard to get the mind-set back afterwards.

Big Oops

May 22, 2008 - 2 comments

Today was day 4 of cold turkey and I messed up ROYALLY!  I am so angry with myself.  In short (because I've written it several times already) I relapsed because I have no self control.  My sister offered me something (not knowing about my problem) and I took it without a second thought.  Of course, now I am having second thoughts and tried to make myself sick but couldn't.  SO. . . tomorrow will be day 1 all over again. . .

healthy living is expensive

May 19, 2008 - 4 comments

Day One

came back from the health food store and got all of the things suggested in the thomas recipe, and boy was it all expensive!  Almost $100 later, I really hope that this stuff helps and that i didn't waste my money! We will see how it goes today.  Mostly just anxious so far, runny nose and sore throat are present but not terrible yet.  I am also freezing cold but sweating my behind off at the same time. Lovely!