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Feeling alone.

Jun 11, 2008 - 1 comments

Tired and sad



I had my appt with a Ortho yesterday and my husband could not even call me before my appt or after. I cannot call him because he works on a construction site and he calls me. It has not only been this time. When i have gone to mris' and other appts he has never made an effort to come. He doesn' task me how things are going. I only hear about the negative like the bills. I actualy did not go and look for help again because i was afraid of having another bill come in and him cussing because the mri's cost so much. I am so sad and feel so alone that it just makes me tired. I dont want to be tired any more. I need support. I do not complain all the time. I am in pain daily and yet i work i babysit  i just do not know. I am just alone i guess and will have to deal with this myself.