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Day 3 is better than Day 1

May 29, 2013 - 1 comments
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Day 3

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fanfiction

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exhaustion



Even though I'm exhausted from work, even though I'm anxious, two days without fanfiction is so much better than the alternative.

Too early in the morning to have anything else to say. :)


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First Day

May 27, 2013 - 0 comments
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first day



I lapsed, hard. So this recovery is going to be hard. I've done this before and I can do it again. But I'm afraid of all of my responsibilities, the due dates, what I want to accomplish, all of the challenges of a healthy life.

This past weekend, it felt like such a relief - it WAS such a relief - to let it all go, to stop fighting my impulses and fears. But now I feel sad and frightened.

Goal for the day: complete one work project, start the next, complete my volunteer commitment, and remember that tomorrow will be better. And things don't need to be perfect, just good enough.

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