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Hopefully my 6 week nightmare is over!

Dec 18, 2009 - 4 comments

Well my husband finally came home 2 days ago. We had went on a few dates, that went great & he told his mom he really did miss me. He also told me he still loved me....DUH! Anyhoo, I am praying for the best. I told him he needed to be sure when he came home b/c I couldn't bare to go through this again EVER.

Maybe things happened for a reason and this will only make us stronger, I still have alot of hurt, but I tried to be understanding at the same time. So far he is trying, things are not the way the used to be, but I hope to get there eventually. As long as we are both trying whole heartedly I don't think that anything can stand in our way.

Thank you to all of you who helped me through my bad days, And I hope everyone will get their Christmas wishes as well!

(((XOXO)) ~Keisha

Devastated~ Where to go from here???

Nov 06, 2009 - 23 comments

I can not believe the way this last month has turned out..... I celebrated my 2nd Anniversary Sept. 22nd, I could tell then somthing was wrong. We have been together 8 yrs, I know him like a book right???? Well He tells me he's unhappy... WHAT??? So I try to do everything he says is the problem well he still was not happy, HE LEFT ME!!! Who does this?

We tried for 5 LONG years to have a baby, we get her and he leaves?? I am so confused and hurt and upset GRR all at the same time, my heart can not hurt anymore and I feel like there should be no more tears left, how did I not see this coming, he was my best freind and I was his...wasn't I?? I am completely blind sided and I don't know how I am going to get over this, He is the love of my life, I was happy...blissfully.

We havnt told Trevor, my 9 yr old ( from a previous marriage) but Jeremy has been a dad to him since he was 1. He will not cope well, he has some abandonment issues anyways from other tramas in his life. He has been so sad lately without this burden so we told him Jeremy had to work out of town.....Obviously that won't work for-ever. My 15 year old knows and is crushed, but has honestly been my support, we are best friends.  

He did tell his mother he did not want a divorce yet, he just needed time to see if he was still in love with me b/c at the moment he dosen't feel it...BUT how will I ever trust him again??? He has shattered my heart. I mean this is the last thing in a million years that I would have ever thought would happen (including everyone else that knows us) We are the happy family we never had problems, we or I guess I was living my American dream, I mean look at my family it is beautiful, I just don't know if I will ever understand.........


Apr 09, 2009 - 0 comments

Still growing, wish she was a little more by now :( hopefully Monday, she will hit 6 pounds!

Addy's Journey


Mar 30, 2009 - 0 comments

adding on the pounds now!

Addy's Journey