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I feel better more days without my period?

Aug 25, 2014 - 0 comments
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no period 4 months

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feel better without period



So it seems without having my period for nearly 4 monnths now i am actuallly feeling so so much better without it, less fatigue, less brain fog, higher concentration and for the past 2 nights i've actually slept a bit better, Saturday night i slept 6 hours straight before waking up then going back to sleep rather than after 5 hours, even if i go to bed in the morning i feel really refreshed like i had a much better quality of sleep, i did take an iron pill the other night though but from last night to early morning i still was feeling dizzy and breathless but when i get that sometimes it does last a couple days till it goes away for a long long while like it doesn't come back for monhts on end till i do randomly get it. I just feel like i came out of a bad dream without my period though, no freakin' up and down as much, not as many mood swings, more days in a better mood, god... i wish i never had my period at all if this is the effects of not having one lol.

It could be the weather cooling down too that's making me feel better as well but i'm going to take the multi-vitimins today before i eat my tea and see what happens... but as a girl i shouldn't be feeling better without my periods because it's it's part of my reproductive system, my mood swings sounds a lot like PMT like when i do get them i might not know i'm having them till a day later or when i completely lose my rag with someone or start crying over the littlest of things then when i come out of them i feel that wasn't even me like it was a dream... like someone was just controlling my mood... but PMT can't stop periods and it doesn't cause excessive hair growth, maybe whatever is up with me is causing PMT too, who knows...  I didn't phone the docs this morning as it's so hard for me to wake up when i'm asleep and as i said i slept 6 hours straight without waking up last night so i probs wouldn't of woke up anyways...

So if anyone can explain what's going on? if you get the same thing let me know... as i'm puzzled..

Feeling Better

Aug 24, 2014 - 0 comments
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dizzy spell

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Breathlessness

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hormone imbalances

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deficiency

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Bad circulation

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excessive hair growth

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heart palpitation



i've felt better all day and i managed to get myself into a shower, my mood is ok i guess, most days it's just ok, ive been feeling breathless and a bit dizzy the past 2 days though, yesterday i was more dizzy but today it has been just a little bit on and off, i don't know why i get dizzyness and breathless sometimes... it's only a couple times a year too like 2 or 3 times in a year, i've no idea what causes it realy just appears out of no where... It's not blood pressure as i got that tested when i first moved back to Botlon and the guy said it was fine so i'm clueless but i know it's all happening with whatever is wrong wiith my hormones, maybe i'm just sitting up too much as i don't go out much with no money and nothing to do, although i've had this when i used to go swimming even... so it can't be due to inactivity... it's something anyway... all i know is i can't move around a lot while i have it as as i got too dizzy, i wa told when i was younger i had a slight heart pulpitation so that may be causing it sometimes, i won't leave that unchecked, plus a bit of a clircillation problem, i;m poking my feet right now and it's slower than normal for the blood to come back.

Sadly the old doctors at the surgerys are off for 2 weeks so they are going to be short staffed so it's going to be even harder to get an appointment, i'm going to try anyway before anything gets worse and i get seriously ill, i should of left the hair over growth or anything go unchecked for so long especially since i've had the hair over-growth since puberty and that people in my family have a history of health problems but i am now... hopefully i get lucky otherwise i will have to wait 2 weeks. My parents got some multi-vitimins but i'm only going to take some tomorrow although i was hoping for some magnesium (maybe that's why i have bad circulation maybe i'm low in that because if you are it prevents oxygen getting to your cellls as much), So hopefully i will be fine soon.

Were you raped?

Aug 22, 2014 - 0 comments
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rape

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Womens Health

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Safe sex

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Travel Safety



I see a lot of younger girls asking if a guy is using them for sex on the internet but what i regularly see is them explaining to us that these guys try every attempt to have sex with them, they force themselves on them, they struggle then give in but they do not understand 1 thing: This is RAPE!. I'm really really sorry to anyone who has gone through this but please understand when a male constantly re-attempts to have sex with you and forces himself on you to scare you into giving in this is NOT consensual... he raped you! please! please! recognize the signs because you are very vunereble to men like this who show such horrible disrespect to women just to get sex from you, this is NO WAY to act EVER! not in any world...

Also please do NOT put yourself in a situation where you are alone with a man you do not even know... he could be anybody and i myself have met guys like this, i never meet anyone unless it's in public but these men are still very insistent, they insist on talking about sex, they insist and hint towards sex on a regular basis and they insist on kissing and touching you in places they shouldn't even in public places... when you meet a man like this please cut all contact ASAP! and report him before anyone else gets hurt! find out who else he has met and ask them what happened when they met him too if you can. Please keep yourselves safe fellow females! it's not as safe for us out there for us as it is for men, these sort of things do of course happen to males but it is a rarer occurance, a lot of men are after sex from women and they do not care about respecting you.

Love and light to all fellow females, stick together!.

Feeling even worse today

Aug 22, 2014 - 0 comments
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fatigue

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TIRED

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brain fog

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trapped wind

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irritable

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icky

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no period

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feeling too warm



I feel completely HORRIBLE! i feel so tired even when i slept 8 hours which is the right amount for a human to be healthy, some days i sleep 9 hours if i need another hour, because of my messed up sleeping i go to bed at 7 - 8am (99% of times 7 - 7:30am), but i feel okay most days but it should be better but it's just not that simple getting out, eating healtheir or excersising... just isn't... i would only feel a bit better but always always ickyness no matter what time of the day. Today i feel like i got a tone of wind in my stomach, it started yesterday but wasn't as bad now it's worse an making me feel SO tired even when i slept 8 hours... my energy is just so low, i feel weak and just totally boiling up, not like a fever i just feel too warm! and i'm constantly irritable. My stomach also feels like the couple times i've had bad stomach cramps and i had to kneel down near the toilet and breath in and out, id kneel there for a whole hour until i ether threw up or it just went away, during that i have a fever, really pale, i'm sweating because it's THAT painful, i've no idea if it's something i'm allergic to that only effects me every so often... or it's due to hormones or a defficency, again no idea.

I want to stand up, sit down, stand up, sit down... lol i think i do this because i'm both irritated and frustrated i feel this way, i've always been unable to relax myself especially when i feel ill, i really do i just feel so ill... i guess i'm like my mum she's like that when she gets irritated, just up and down all day until she finally crashes on the couch and falls asleep completely (even when she has to get up for work at 4am or 6am depending on what time she does in during the week), we seriously make ourselves feel worse... haha what are we like? but it's not something we can help, we just don't like feeling horrible :(, really not a happy beaver today i just wish i could go freeze time for 1 day because everything else is starting to irritate me more and more. I'm just feeling like i just want to lye back, do nothing, say nothing, talk to nobody, feel nothing, be nothing... i feel hopeless... just thinking screw everything...

Hopefully i don't get the cramps and throw up, i hated the couple times that happened as it wiped me out, one last thing is i did eat these minty chocolate waves and Swirls that has the wafer and chocolate inside every day for the past 6 days as i got them for my birthday... i looked at the back and they have soya in them so it could be that but no idea... just a speculation lol but i heard it's bad for you not good... i told my parents to NOT get me chocolate for any occasian because i cannot control myself with it, i eat all of it very quickly but they do :( i can't help myself.. .chocolate.. good... mmm... haha you know how it goes... but still doesn't explain feeling icky every day and my period stopping. We are getting takeaway tonight (again bad food), but i'm choosing a chicken fillet burger which has a sesame seed bun and a bit of salad on it which is better than nothing... there is chips too and free cheesy garlic bread, we were goinna go to Tasters but i asked for Chicago's instead because Taster's use GMO burgers not real meat like Chicago's, that would of just made my already churching stomach worse, don't get me wrong i'm hungry as my stomach is rumbling but my body isn't responding to it as much so i feel less hungry than i am. Everything is just running slow, my brain and my whole body just zoomed down in the last 2 days to a halt.