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May 28, 2011 - 11 comments

Hi friends

I have not been on here in awhile, I have been ill as well as my sons with a bad virus, we are all fine now.

Yesterday i had a job interview and was hired I will be working in a large group home for physically and mentally challenged adults. Ive not worked full time in years , my finances are very poor so I need this job desperatly, it has health insurance which will be great !

I regret to inform that effective immediatly i will be resigning as community leader of the hysterectomy forum. I need to focus on my schooling and new job. However I will continue to pop in and answer questions when i can.

God Bless all of you


person I thought was a friend stole my family heirloom 1800 gun

Feb 11, 2011 - 20 comments

Ok I move in here meet this young girl about 22, her dad had kicked her out of home, I took a liking to her seemed real nice enjoyed talking to her . helped her out alot, drove to stores, she had no food I gave her a large garbage bag ful of food until she could get bridge card, she is living at a mutual friends older motheres home in same town house complex.

This gun was my about 4 great grandfathers back gun he got slightly after civil war.It is family tradition that it be passed on to first born, I had not been able to bring myself to clean my bedroom good since I moved in as I felt that made everything final, etc. as far as divorce two days ago I deep clean my room. gun was on bottom of my closet. gone. spoke to neigbor who is friends w both of us his jaw droped he had driven her to gun shop to pawn it.
this am he and I went to police station filed report. called gun shop its been sold. cop says I WILL get my gun back this girl will have to pay restitution to person who purchased it.

she will likely get probation and some jail time. Im sad because I really thought she was a friend. Im mad at myself for being naieeve.

anybody who knows law got any idea how this will proceeed?

cop said detective will be in touch to speak w me and the person who drove her.
I just dont even know how to feel I dont feel bad for her I hope she does go to jail.

Letting go of the pain !!!

Jan 31, 2011 - 5 comments

Hi all,

I know Ive not been active with the social on here, got myself into kinda a funk about being divorced recently and my Dads death...but I did alot of praying and thinking and I have decided its time to let go of any guilt, pain, etc...Its time to start fresh and enjoy life. My Dad would have wanted that for me. I was upset about my upcoming birthday as I was born on my fathers birthday, and that always made it so special. so I am going to go to the cemetary. leave him some flowers, pray, and I will come home have cake with  my children and enjoy and celebrate the day.

the only thing I cannot find a answer for is dating..Im ready not for anything serious but perhaps dinner a movie and such..heres the problem my kids....they at their ages of 17 and almost 20 are so against it..they I guess are protective of me ( youngest son wants me to find a man , he says he doesnt want me to grow old alone) ( hes 14 )
so any auggestions on that Id appreciate.

thanks friends



Dec 24, 2010 - 3 comments

Hi all,
I hope each and everyone of you have a very blessed Christmas. i know many of us have had some bad luck this year so for the new year , Im practicing the power of positive thinking, if you believe it , it will happen.

Also its important to remember to be greatful for the simple things we take for granted, home, shelter, food, water, health care. we have more then we think we do.

So everyone of you enjoy, over eat, it doesnt count on Christmas!