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Thyroid

Apr 25, 2009 - 0 comments

So recently I have found out that I will need to get my thryoid taken out. This I am not looking forward to doing but I do think that it is soemthing that needs to get done. I have a goiter on my thyroid which they tell me that it is nothing more than a enlarged thyroid but because I have started to choke on food and stuff and they have done all the other tests to determine that it is nothing else wrong in the throat that it is the thyroid> i am so sad about my weight i have gained 75lbs in like 3 years I feel so bad about myself which i have never felt so bad before I also have the anxiety which i have been dealing with that alot better now then before i am handling it and doing that without the medications. it works for me well ttyl

new meds

Sep 15, 2008 - 1 comments

Ok so as so many of you already knew i did not want to take this medicine but i did start it yersterday.. it made me puke so bad yersteday and then today i had a tummy ache was all so i am not sure but the doctor tells me to stick it out and that the side effects will get better so that is what i am gonna do all it could do is help me or make me worse right? lol so lets hope it gets better!! but yea i have had a lil of the dizzy feeling and the dry mouth not very dry at all tho just on the mild side and the vomiting and pains in my tummy the med i am on is called cymbalata 30mg i think that i am gonna ask her if i can stay on the 30mg ones.. but yea i am wondering if this med helps me or not so lets hope it does :)

Not again

Sep 03, 2008 - 2 comments

Now i got the racing of my heart back just when i thought that it was under control.. darn it i am so frustrated i could not sleep at all just mean that tonight i will be so tired and do just that! i scare myself when my heart is feelin like it is gonna thump out of my chest man i dont like that feeling! and i did get upset and cried for a while yersterday see i get food stamps and i did not turn a check stub in so the case worker says and i have been crying after that all cause i did not know how i was going to feed my kids so now i got some food donated that helped cause wow i was stressing over it all now days in this world things are just to much money ya know.. well i suppose i will close i just am wonderin if any of gets the racing of there heart like this and it goes on for the hole day and night? does anyone? got to go get the kids ready now for there 2nd day of school there happy now :)

Not again

Sep 03, 2008 - 0 comments

Now i got the racing of my heart back just when i thought that it was under control.. darn it i am so frustrated i could not sleep at all just mean that tonight i will be so tired and do just that! i scare myself when my heart is feelin like it is gonna thump out of my chest man i dont like that feeling! and i did get upset and cried for a while yersterday see i get food stamps and i did not turn a check stub in so the case worker says and i have been crying after that all cause i did not know how i was going to feed my kids so now i got some food donated that helped cause wow i was stressing over it all now days in this world things are just to much money ya know.. well i suppose i will close i just am wonderin if any of gets the racing of there heart like this and it goes on for the hole day and night? does anyone? got to go get the kids ready now for there 2nd day of school there happy now :)