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hanging in

Jan 18, 2009 - 0 comments
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less cravings



Yeah, my roomate has decided she has a problem so she is also not drinking in the house which is a big help to me.  My fear is she is doing the dry drunk think...No meetings, no reading the big book.  She is in that place where she is just gonna drink once in a while...Well, I know ive been in that same space and countless times it didn't work.  However at 50 I have learned to shut my mouth and worry about my own sobriety...

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so far so good

Nov 12, 2008 - 0 comments

I need to learn to go out and not drink at a lunch or dinner out. I have been hanging out at home. I don't need anymore temptation. This is not my first go round. with quiting. I wish the "pink cloud" part will come. I just went on interfuron, and an antidressant
So it gives a whole new start.  the diet and water intake is very valuable.  I used to "drink" my calories.  So, its like if i can't drink why go out and watch everyone els?

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well so far so good

Nov 09, 2008 - 0 comments
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newly sober again



Im starting on interfuron and drinking will not work. I have been sober a few times but I always go back, to something. I along with millions of people have PTSD and I actually asked for an antidepressant...I don't want to end up homeless and Im really close. I've had hepc for 30 years, and lately Im just tired all the time and have no motivation.  I used to use alcohol for a reward..For the first time Im on general assistance, and in the middle of applying  for s.s. that could take a year.So, one day at a time is a chant for me for more than alcohol...

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