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Nov 12, 2008 - 0 comments

I took my first shot yesterday.  Im so glad the waiting is over..My nerves were shot, I got lost in the what if's.  
All That happened was a meduim headache and some more joint and muscle pain.  However my spirit is up.  And here go...I think the advice off all the water is a good. It was nothing like I thought.  It didn't even hurt..thanks for everyone for your support.  Its nice to know Im not alone in my quest for some kind of energy to do something anything.  I feel good if I can get the laundry done.

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so far so good

Nov 12, 2008 - 0 comments

I need to learn to go out and not drink at a lunch or dinner out. I have been hanging out at home. I don't need anymore temptation. This is not my first go round. with quiting. I wish the "pink cloud" part will come. I just went on interfuron, and an antidressant
So it gives a whole new start.  the diet and water intake is very valuable.  I used to "drink" my calories.  So, its like if i can't drink why go out and watch everyone els?

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just started Interfuron

Nov 11, 2008 - 0 comments

well, Im at 165 again, it really gets lame...I started the hep c protocol for interfuron and rivaflavin, and I'm more worred about my weight.  A life long problem.  I think i wake up everday thinking how will I not eat today. Obvisiously, that's not working..LOL.. Maybe journal enteries will be helpful. Okay I had 1/2 cup ice cream and 3 cokes, great start huh!!!oh well can only go uphill from here.

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well so far so good

Nov 09, 2008 - 0 comments

newly sober again

Im starting on interfuron and drinking will not work. I have been sober a few times but I always go back, to something. I along with millions of people have PTSD and I actually asked for an antidepressant...I don't want to end up homeless and Im really close. I've had hepc for 30 years, and lately Im just tired all the time and have no motivation.  I used to use alcohol for a reward..For the first time Im on general assistance, and in the middle of applying  for s.s. that could take a year.So, one day at a time is a chant for me for more than alcohol...

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