Aug 27, 2009
Having yet another bad day today! Wish I new how to control my mind and just stop it from thinking! Everything seems so hard to deal with. It could be the smallist problem and I wouldn't have the brain power to solve it!
Between my thyroid, family and anxiety problems I think my chances of getting better are slim to none! Im supposed to be a happy out going 22 year old with a future that looks promising! All my friends dont have a care in the world and here I am with a million!
I have a thyroid issue that doesn't want to get better, anxiety that is a killer and so mush stress from every angle of my life that I dont have a hope in he!! of getting better! I just wish I was young again, when I didn't have to carry the burden of responsibility, when I used go to bed and sleep like a baby, and when I use never have to worry about "adult" things! This isn't how life is supposed to be, we're not meant to be miserable. are we?