I feel as though people (friends, family, doctors) don't think i am working hard enough. I am doing my streches, trying to be more active, desperatly trying to moderate my pain pills, quit drinking diet sodas, and nothing seems to make my pain go away. I would like to stay online longer but I can tell my legs and feet are beginning to swell. I am having friends over to swim today in the 110 hear. Sound like a bad idea? maybe but going on 28 days over 100 degrees I would never leave my house and actually I don't leave my house very often in the heat. I am trying to do something active. I keep waiting for some relief to the constant pain. What I would give for 2-3 hours with no pain and normal energy. The things I could do in that time.......Okay, hands swelling now so I have to go.