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Big Mama's in the house

Nov 29, 2011 - 0 comments

I'm so insanely disappointed in my self that I would let myself gain so much.
Seeing how with my work I help women to lose weight. I guess I took eating for 2 way out of context.
So much has happened in this pregnancy. To much and to personal to share and I guess I ate my feelings more then I should have.
butttttt starting today 2% milk is gone (I swear I drink at least 4 glasses a day) no more fast food back to eating healthy foods the way I encourage my clients to eat healthy foods.

Baby #2

getting back

Jul 28, 2011 - 0 comments

So today I've decided to get back into filling this out!! I don't know why I even stopped but I'm back and ready to track every process of this beautiful babies growth.
If theres one thing I can be in my life its to be the best possible mother I can be to Peyton and this little one growing in me.
I find people so disappointing but I want my children to grow knowing that I'll always be someone they can depend on, because I love them so much

Baby #2

possible etopic pregnancy

Jun 28, 2011 - 2 comments

I've been having cramping on my left side that has been continuos since i found out that I was pregnant.
I went for an U/S at almost 5wks to see if the baby is developing in the fallopian tube.
it was to early to see.
because the severe back pains and little spotting my Dr. has me going in for another U/S tomorrow. because they will be able to see now if that is where the baby is developing.
If thats the case then I will be rushed in for emergency surgery to remove the baby.
I've been crying all day and I feel so numb. I really hope that the baby is developing in the uterus like he's suppose to and that everything is alright. I'm terrified for tomorrow. I love this baby so much and i don't want to lose this little love.

Baby #2

this morning

Jun 27, 2011 - 0 comments

i woke up this morning and my breasts hardly hurt at all for the last week and a bit it was painful to the touch and today they didn't seem as big (my bra fit looser) and they hardly hurt.
well see how the day progresses. Its amazing how I completely forget what my pregnancy with Peyton was like.

Baby #2