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Haven't Been Around

Apr 24, 2009 - 2 comments




With all that's been going on, I haven't been around, but I'm back now.  We got married last weekend, and my family as well as his managed to attend.  It was a bunch of fun to see all of our relatives in one place (and on our turf for once!).  

My family came from Alabama and Tennessee, but his traveled all the way from Scotland for a wee three day trip.  It was incredible.  I've never been so happy!

Baby Furniture and Rings

Feb 06, 2009 - 0 comments

I love my guy so much, and I wish these awful feelings would just stop.  

Last night we looked at rings online together so he could get an idea of what I wanted and then he called later to get me to look at the baby furniture he just ordered.  $800 worth of some adorable baby furniture.  

I'm having a baby.  It gets more real every day, but with that comes the knowledge that I'm going to gain weight (a scary prospect for a veteran bulimic) and it scares me a little more that he may want some cute young underweight girl.  Even after all that last night.  I'm a mess.

Just Wondering

Feb 04, 2009 - 0 comments

if it's just me that is so paranoid during my pregnancy, or if others feel this way.  I know I'm a paranoid person, and perhaps the pregnancy heightens the emotions...?  I hate that I'm this way.  I just want to be normal.

I once thought I loved paperwork...

Jan 30, 2009 - 0 comments

Now I want to fling myself off a bridge.  I got my separation orders from the Air Force today and am starting to try and outprocess.  Normally people have months to do all of this stuff, but I have approximately 30 days, minus weekends.  Sooooo not happening.  I'm excited and all, but WOW.  I spent this morning simply sifting through the letters and papers I have to get signed, trying to figure out who signs them, where to go, and a date that I need to have it done by.  I correctly identified about 6 pieces of information out of 100 or so.  It's going to be a long hard 30 days.  At least I have my weekends with Martin to make the weeks better.