Man I am really trying but something is not right. Where do I start. No wifi at home only at work. We went last night and bought new equipment but by the time we got home too tired to plug it up. Ok I am dealing. Then this morning after we just made up for the same thing dh is so disrespectful with his comments and then wants to hug me? Get the f*ck out of my sight. So I pushed him aside said no and proceeded to leave. He says with a laugh--have a nice day. So I leave and pull out in front of someone cause my mind is so focused on the current situation. Then I get behind a garbage truck that sprays the leaking liquid all over my new car and windshield. (How appropriate other ppls garbage is spraying me dirty) then I get to work and ms L and another coworker start talking sports as loud as possible. My friend just told me her recent ex hubs lost his job due to drinking. Soooo here I am hiding out in the bathroom, trying to stay positive, trying to not let anything get to me but inside I just want to say [email protected]
it. I give up and just become the biggest ***** there is and be cold hearted and a bitter old woman. But I know this is not the way I want to live my life. Sooo here I go back to my desk with a fake smile plastered on my face. When you really love someone do you get your kicks being disrespectful to them....... I think not.