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me again

May 26, 2012 - 0 comments

its great to feel real again,woke up and made my soon to be husband coffee took the dog out and its a lovley sunny morning.Im so glad i can go out and sit in the un and enjoy it this year as last year at this time i was in such a messed up place.With lots of love and no one telling you that you are nuts you can do it.I now have the courage to sit outside with no feeling that everyone is looking at me and knows that i have bipolar.Infact i dont care now as i pointed out on the bus last week something that i couldnt go on might i add! a man came on the bus and he himself  was ill and everyone was making fun of him and making him worse....i sat and sat until i couldnt listen anymore,i stood up on a crowded bus and told everyone how pathetic they where i clearly stated that the man they where making fun of was me last year I said make fun of me instead of the man,im ill i have a mental illness even thou you cant see it didnt take them long to shut up,

got my life back

May 25, 2012 - 0 comments

Hi i forgot all about this web site until today,i was going over all the post and stuff i had writen.my got i was in a lonley place,lots of post where about my ex,Im pleased to say i finally got the strengh not to let him control me and make me belive i was dependant on him.I have now got a great man in my life and he helped me belive in myself again,i still take my meds now on lithium best meds ever after going through lots with bad side effects.Im getting married in september and so looking forward to it,lot to during my battle i gained a lot of weight going from a size 8 to a 14,i am now back to a size 10 might not mean a lot to some but to me its great,i am the happiest i have ever been in my life,i walked out of my previous relashionship with nothing apart from a bag of clothes,i was confussed and didnt know what i was doing i ended up in a homeless sheltter and that gave me strenght to win.

hiya all

Feb 25, 2010 - 0 comments

hey all ive been off the computer for around a year now.took me a long time to accept that i had bipolar.everything is going geat now that i have all the meds that i need to take,have good days and bad days but now i know how to cope with things.im back at work full time and things are going ok xx

glad to be back

Feb 04, 2009 - 0 comments

well thats me back been away for a few days meds been put up and all is going well so far :)