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5.8 earthquake in washington, nyc,nj and virgina!!

Aug 23, 2011 - 22 comments

hope everything is ok and all is well....getting crazy with this weather!.....hurricane headed right for me!

your in my thoughts!

my nephew will be born tomorrow!! prayers!

Jul 25, 2011 - 8 comments

my sister is 39 and is having her first baby tomorrow via c section. she has had 2 miscarriage before this pregnancy. the baby is still breech so the c section is going to happen at 830 am. hopefully everything will be great and my nephew Reece Austin will be here with no problems, and no problems for my sister!..fingers crossed!!!

will post pics tomorrow!!!!

anxiety/panic disorder...why me?

Jul 19, 2011 - 74 comments

i dont really know whats going on or why i have been picked out of a hat to have this problem. i had been going through those damn dizzy spells for months and wasting all my money on dr's (that i dont have) for them to tell me im perfectly healthy. Great! so why do i feel so ****** everyday???

this brings me to this panic disorder the therapist are telling me im having. i believe her. but shyt everyday i feel just constantly worried about another attack im constantly lightheaded, sweaty palms, and racing thoughts. i dont know how i would sleep if it wasnt for the xanax they RX me.

its crazy to think that your mind can cause you physical symptoms , like the dizziness. now the question of taking the meds. some people say they are a godsend and others say they are the devil, where will i fit in is the question.  i know people say just jump in and try out the meds, but the thought of me trying to feel better , but have to be extra miserable for a few weeks with side effects just drives me into an attack. how could i possibly feel any worse then i already do?.......sometimes im already ready to give up and im not on meds now.

jeeez i wish i could just be normal, i wish i could just get rid of this on my own.....its just so hard

casey anthony NOT GUILTY!?!?!

Jul 05, 2011 - 63 comments

wtf just happened?.....i knew it was going to be like another OJ case...

damn shame