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Don't care anymore

Jun 09, 2010 - 0 comments

Gonna live  my life. Went out and saw my ex, who I'm still not over, feeling **** right now. Gonna feel worse once the hangover kicks in.

Woke up feeling fine

Jun 08, 2010 - 0 comments

now I'm not.

Losing Control

Jun 06, 2010 - 0 comments

Feel like I'm losing it, been doing well recently and now I just feel like I'm going crazy. I've shut everyone out and avoiding as much contact with people as possible.

I feel down but at the same time my mind feels like its speeding up and I'm anxious and I don't know what's going on anymore.

Resisting the urge to drink myself senseless so that I dont have to feel anything.

Dont know whats going on, one minute I'm up, the next I'm down. I want off the rollercoaster.

Last night I was crying trying to get to sleep but my mind wouldn't switch off and the next thing I know I'm hyper and cleaning my room at 3 am and I wanted to reorganise my whole book collection because I didn't like the way they were ordered.

On the mend?

Oct 14, 2009 - 0 comments




Booked an appointment with the therapist today, the soonest they could see me was next week which isn't too bad. Nervous and slightly scared about it, but proud that I was able to do it quickly this time, before things got any worse.