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Can You Believe It?

Mar 18, 2015 - 0 comments

Gonna head to bed early tonight, might be fooling myself but I think I might actually be able to sleep. We will see. No big deal if I can't because tomorrow is Day 10 and that alone will keep me going. I pray everyone is having a bit of peace this evening.

Day 8!!

Mar 17, 2015 - 0 comments

Wow Day 8, how did that happen? It feels like it was both 8 minutes and 8 weeks. I know I have a long road ahead of me but wow it made me smile to see that. I'm also aware that it is 2:00am and I can't sleep but that's ok too. Thanks to everyone here I know that sleep will come eventually. Until then I have a lot of reading to catch up on. I used to be an avid reader.
Hope everyone is well and content tonight.

Music

Mar 16, 2015 - 6 comments

I love music! I had forgotten how much I loved music. My back started screaming in pain (pretty sure it just wants pills) so I put on some music and got my arse moving and guess what? No pain didn't go away but became very manageable. It really doesn't hurt that bad. Not bad enough for narcotics. Just maybe my heating pad. Tomorrow will be Day 8-Bring it on! Starting counseling on Thursday and actually looking forward to it.

Day 7

Mar 16, 2015 - 3 comments

Woke up this morning feeling horrible. Was not expecting this at all! Thought I would be getting better and better each day and this *****. Feel like I'm gonna puke, shaking all over, barely have energy to move, Getting a horrid headache. Why Why Why? I have been pretty strong and positive thru all this (most of the time) but this caught me off guard and I'm not sure I can handle this. I just want it all to stop! Feel like giving up...