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UPDATE ON HIGH SCHOOL BLUES

Sep 22, 2009 - 1 comments
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Asthma

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I think I might possibly be over those high school blues. I feel so much better lately. Today was one of those days when I feel like doing back flips for no reason because I'm so happy. I just finished my homework and now the rest of the time before my shower, I am just relaxing, talking to friends, and singing along with music. My biggest conflict right now is trying to figure out how to keep my gum in my mouth while singing. LOL.

Oh and I found out on Monday that I might possibly have asthma. I was running the mile for gym and during and after I had heavy breathing, shortness of breath, and pressure on my chest. I'm going to a doctor appointment on Thursday to get checked. All is still very well though :)

Really Overwhelmed?

Sep 15, 2009 - 6 comments
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I am only in my third week of school and I'm already really stressed and overwhelmed. I just started my freshman year, so I guess it could possibly be the whole new school thing. I felt like I had a lot of homework tonight (I had algebra, physics, painting, and Spanish). For Spanish we had to do like 3 different worksheets. It doesn't seem like a lot, but it was for me. I get really upset when I have a lot of homework and sometimes I don't understand it. This may sound really babyish, but tonight and a previous night sometime before this, I actually broke down and started crying over it. I feel like such a failure already. How can I start feeling better and stop getting so overwhelmed? I need help.

Weight Conflicts

Sep 11, 2009 - 1 comments
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I just really don't understand why so many treat people on the heavier side so badly. Yes, it is healthier to be skinny, but there are numerous different reasons as to why some people are fat. They could have anything from an eating disorder to a very slow metabolism. Some people just really struggle with weight. I just don't get why people always make fun of fat people and just laugh at them. What is really so funny? Just because they weigh more than someone else. I guess I just have these feelings because I have always been on the chubbier side. Both my parents are chubby and my older brother was but just like lost 90 pounds. Also, it is harder for girls to lose weight. I am saying this because guys are usually the ones picking on people for being heavy. I just don't think it's right to not like someone or treat them like dirt because of this. Some people are very pretty, but nobody will ever see it because they never try to. By saying this stuff, I'm not trying to offend lighter people. I guess I'll just remain not understanding this concept. It's totally unfair and wrong.

Sorry if I offended anyone by saying anything up above. I'm just speaking my opinion again. I can be a very opinionated person. Tehe.

What are your views and opinions?

My best friend was sexually harassed?

Sep 08, 2009 - 3 comments
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harassment

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touching

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mom

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support



My best friend told me that yesterday on the way to the pool, her 7th grader neighbor smacked her butt. Now all day today he was touching her and stuff (not in inappropriate places). She got so tired of it that she almost hit him. She has talked to her mom today and her mom was all moody from work. She tried to sit down and tell her how much this upset her, and all her mom said was that she wouldn't have backed her up if she would've hit him. My best friend is truly upset by this and she won't let anyone do anything about it (although her mom wouldn't do anything anyways). So, what could she or I do about this? How can I support her and show her I care?

She even told me earlier that she was actually afraid to walk home alone tonight, so she walked home with someone else.