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Going away again

Jul 15, 2009 - 0 comments
Tags:

Love

,

bye



Hope to see him.

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Hell

Jul 07, 2009 - 0 comments
Tags:

HELL

,

me

,

MYSELF

,

i



I'm there

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I can't

Jul 06, 2009 - 0 comments
Tags:

suicide

,

Love

,

cutting

,

suicide prevention



I saw a picture of him. A smiling face, and here I am. I cut, yes, I cut with intention. Then, I saw his picture just sitting there, his face of all the little ones in the group picture seemed to be looking into me, smiling, willing me to put the blade down. I didn't do it for him. I love him too much to forfeit a chance at knowing him better, loving him longer.

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I think I am going to do it

Jul 05, 2009 - 0 comments
Tags:

suicide

,

goodbye

,

being happy

,

numbness



I think I am going to end it all.

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