Feb 18, 2014
I'm so down, and so paranoid and anxious about life and the future. Can't take it, I just wanna sleep. I wonder if this means my meds won't work at all, or if it's normal to have ups and downs. Only three days left until first meeting with psychiatrist, but really, what can he do? He can't help me, nobody can. The best I can hope for in life is to feel numb. Then I can fake it for my family without living with all the pain.