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Jul 04, 2009 - 0 comments

I have felt good for about a week and a half.  My symptoms were very mild.  They were all still there, but very mild.  My fatigue was almost completely gone.  I still had mild muscle weakness, but nothing like it was.

Today they came back full blown.  I could hardly move because I am in so much pain.  The fatigue is the worst I have ever felt it.  I can hardly communicate out loud.  I can think what i want to say and it makes sense until I open my mouth.

I keep losing things.  I can't think striaght.  I am all over the place.  Horrible mood swings because I am so frustrated.  

Both of my hands are bothering me today.  I can hardly grip anything and I can't make a fist with my right hand.  Which is weird because usually my left hand is the problem.

I have vertigo and I am so dizzy.  My head feels very heavy and my feet don't want to walk when I want to walk.  I keep dropping things.  I fell in the kitchen, but caught myself on the counter.  My brain thinks my feet are walking, but they won't work and then I trip and fall.

I will be fine one moment and then cry the next.  I couldn't even go with my husband and kids to take them to the fire works tonight.

The fatigue is so horrible today.  I was unable to get anything done.  I would try, be on my feet a few minutes and then have to sit down.

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