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Jul 08, 2009 - 0 comments
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Found out some disturbing news about my best friend.  She's hangin out with this idiot she used to date who totally screwed her over, over and over again.  I've known she's been using heavy opiates vikes, oxy's and somas but I've been trying to ignore that issue and just be her friend because she is pretty much my only friend right now.  Like a sister but her dating this guy is something that is gonna bring it all to a head and worst of all, she's been hiding it from me for months.  I have to hear it from other friends and she's supposed to be my best friend...  I tell her everything but she just hides everything from me.  It started even before I quit taking opiates, at least we could partly bond as we shared pills but she always hid her oxy use.  
I'm just at a loss.  I am sad.  I feel betrayed and I don't know what to do.  

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