Apr 14, 2014
I have been keeping myself pretty busy which has helped with my moods and the things going on in my head!! Each day that goes by I realize I can do this!!! I have been spending a lot of quality time with my husband which has been good for us as he works a lot and at times that frustrates me because I have needed him the most these last few months well more than that!! I was just too afraid to tell him I needed him. I am opening up more instead of staying quiet which is doing wonders for our marriage I am having a hard time letting go of some of the hurtful things in the past but with God those are also releasing as well through talking them out and letting go of resentments :) it's amazing what you see through a clear head and the things you want to deal with after you get sober you do have more strength then you think you have!! I don't need pills to get through this!! I am strong and I'm a good person and deserve good things!! I just have to remind myself of that when I'm having a bad day! :) today life is good I am very blessed!