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last night

Apr 29, 2014 - 2 comments

It was horrible. Every 2 hours I woke up, bathroom 3 times, tried 4 of the gummy melatonin, which helped with the jitters a bit but still didn't rest easy. My eyes feel so sore and tired but this is one of first times in a long time where I'm just happy to see the sun, to see I made it a little bit further.

One of my good girlfriends is coming to get me to take me to brunch then to feed the ducks. I love her. So encouraging and there whenever for whatever. No appetite but my stomach keeps growling.

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by ariley13, Apr 29, 2014
Congratulations on making it through the night. The nights always are the toughest for some reason. Hang in there and keep on pushing through. You'll be out the other side before you know it! Have a good time at brunch and feeding the ducks. Try to make yourself eat a little something. It will make you feel better.

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by Bigdaddy1313, Apr 29, 2014
Don't be hard on yourself if you can make it through brunch or other activities. It is great to get out and get some sun but don't feel bad if you need to go home and rest. You are halfway through hell do not go back. You are going to see the finish line of the physical part of this nightmare. Keep going forward. Don't take that pill.

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