Jul 19, 2009
Last night was another diffiucult night of trying to sleep. I continue to have internal tremors that awaken me or keep me awake. This past two months have been miserable. Doctor doesn't give a ****. Really blew me off after the CAT Scan showed I did not have any tumor or physical evidence of obstruction. There is defanetly something very wrong here. My kidneys would not be acting this way if there wasn't something wrong. This inflammatory illness feels like it is killing me. I sometimes just want to give up. I cannot see living life on pain meds but I may have to give in and ask for them. I sometimes grit my teeth all day long due to the pain and nerve pain. I am still taking one Neuroton pill at night or I would not sleep at all. My legs ache so badly at night.