May 09, 2014
For those of you of whom I offended with my post, I truly wasn't meaning to. My goal was to see what people's idea of "clean", "sobriety", whatever, was. That was it! Was wondering if my opinion was off, old, in the middle or where ever. Again, my opinion is my opinion, and I AM entitled to it...you might not like it, but we are all entitled.
Something I have learned so far is that a lot of the issues I bring up are really MY issues. What do I consider clean? What I consider and what someone else considers can be 2 different things.....that's why I was asking. I am having trouble in my N/A meetings with people that give advice that are on medications that, to me, take the edge off? How much easier would it be for me if I took something that allowed me to not feel so uncomfortable in my own skin? Allowed me to not wake up every morning STILL with this knot in my stomach? I am so terribly uncomfortable telling people my personal feelings, (it's much easier on this damn computer b/c I don't have to face ya'll! lol). Maybe I'm just mad b/c I know I'm not one of those people that could taper and get off in a controlled environment, so the way it has to be for me, is the way IT HAS to be?
Neither here nor there, again, wasn't trying to offend......