May 15, 2008
My wonderful panic attacks are back with a fury. Now they are hitting me at night. The feeling of complete, impending doom. The fear that I will die during the night. It's absolutely horrible.
The other night. I leaped out bed screaming. My heart was racing. I felt as if my essence was leaving my body and I was in a state of complete terror.
It's just plain nuts. Or maybe I am :(