Jul 28, 2009
i am so tired of waking each day with a list a mile long of chores to accomplish...and being so overwhelmed with where on earth to start, the day is almost over with! what the hell is going on? i have always been energetic and a hard worker...and now i feel like a sloth...it's miserable and embarrassing. every evening mike comes home from work...i hear the door open and a slight panic runs through me...did i do enough today? do i look ok or like a slob? why isn't dinner ready??? my poor husband...i suck as a wife...did i do enough with the kids today? i am doubting every single thing i do and bashing myself for every single thing i have NOT done...i was always proud of my life and how i raised the kids, ran the household and did a wonderful job as mikes wife...and now it's only shame...i just want to know why...why is this my life and more importantly WHY can't i change it when i want to sooooooo badly?????