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I set out this morning

Aug 06, 2009 - 0 comments
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Guitar

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shower

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Rain Song

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Sunny Day Real Estate

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itchy rash

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depakote

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china buffet

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Chinese food

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uncle mike

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drivers ed

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jake DE

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Smoking

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cigarettes

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Addiction

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Ambien

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eye drooping

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rice

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hammie

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tator



To learn a song on guitar. To shower, and then learn a song on guitar. I will tell you, I gave it my best. But showering got put off I said I'll look up the tabs, then I'll go up and shower, grab my guitar and return. I wanted to play the song Rain Song by Sunny Day Real Estate. I could not find the tabs. They are not anywhere. So I never printed them, I never showered, I never learned. I suck.

I have an itchy rash across my back and getting worse, up the left side of my face, above and below my lip, into my left ear, down the tops of my arms, up the back of my neck. We decreased my Depakote and I guess we'll wait and see but it's worse today.

I sat and stewed, hoping he wasn't hanging out with someone who makes me nervous. They're stupid fears, since I'm the one always pushing the envelope and such, but I don't know why I do this to myself. I don't really like to talk about it, sorry for bringing it up.

We went to china buffet with my uncle. Yeah so I actually don't like chinese food, or really anything there. I took tiny portions of everything, took a bite or two, choked it all down, and was miserable. Ended up full anyways. Went to driver's ed.

It was boring, I was dressed cute though. My restless leg syndrome was acting up, I looked like a hedgehog, bouncing around in my seat. I don't know if it's related to the depakote drop.

I got this guys number. Not like that, just to say hello. He's funny. I only smoked a little today. I think I'm going to quit, it's eating away at me. After drivers ed ends I'll put more thought into it.

I have the funniest picture on my phone, I took it last night at two AM. I'm all drugged up and I'm just leaning against the wall behind my bed. I was just trying to get a picture of me with my tounge out to say hello to my friend with, but I couldn't get it right. I looked so stoned. My eyes were drooped and I was so wacked looking. I could not get my eyes open enough to look normal. I felt normal, just a teeny bit sleepy, not even that sleepy, but I looked retarded.

I ate a lot of rice, I love rice so much. Tator isn't feeling that well, we don't think. Ham is doing alright, we put his bell back on him because he likes to play hide and seek. I felt bad, it feels like it's on him so tight, but he slides right out of it otherwise.

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