Sep 11, 2014
I always tell my friends life is too short to waste. Yet I don't take myself up on my own advice, ever. Dealing with this has really caused me to lose many days of my life ill never get back and I keep doing, i'm not living my life like I want, I'm not living my life like i thought i would, never before had i thought id run into this problem. the biggest challenge I think I've had to face my whole life. But that's what life is all about right? Facing challenges, never giving up, fighting your ways through those challenges, choosing your own path and making something of your life. I was able to dream of i what i wanted once upon a time. Now mind is infested with thoughts of this dreadful fear of becoming gay and never being happy with a boy again. OCD/HOCD, ruins your life but only if you let it. Don't let it. Be the stronger one, don't give into it, don't let it effect you emotionally because that's how it wins. Someone who responded to one of my posts said that you get to choose who you want to be.