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Looking at the number of days i've been off opiates really cheers me up right now.  I'm on a new low these days and feel like I need to come back to this site and get focused again.  I need get back into the world and get working again but mostly I need to quit smoking pot.  I'd say quit pot and alcohol but I'm not ready to quit the alcohol yet so today it is pot.  I smoked this morning but that is it for me.  Until at least I get a job.  I will make this change for myself and my future cause smoking pot definitely makes me a little slower....  I'm back at that point, the same low I was when I was using heavily.  Coming to realize that just quitting alone isn't enough.  I have to really work to make big changes in my life...  

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by gizzy32, Nov 02, 2009
I have not seen you on here in quite some time. It's great to see your still off opiates, but alcohol is just as and if not more damaging. Since your not ready to stop that yet, get back on here and like you say, "get focused again". Alcohol can cause major depression too. Welcome back friend and hope your ready to toss the sauce soon:) Good luck!

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by jimi1822, Nov 02, 2009
WelCome Back =0) were all here for you. Please, Please, Please, listen to Gizzy.

                                                                    Prayers, Blessings, Love, and light....

                                                                                    <3 jimi (little wing =0) <3

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by newgirl286, Nov 02, 2009
Thanks guys...  I know you are right!  Quitting alcohol will definitely change my life, I just know it...  I will try but quitting everything scares me so much...  I always feel I need something, if not alcohol then pot...  It's good to know you guys are still here, if it wasn't for this site, I wouldn't be off the opiates!!!  So thanks!

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